what the fuck was I thinking? I had a simple plan, GET AFTER IT. I was going bang or bust. What did I do...? Fall asleep from 500-600m and let the fast guys gap me. Then I try and finish hard down the homestretch where everyone else did the same. What the fuck?!
Deep down I think I was a little scared. Scared of dying down the homestretch. Who the hell cares. maybe I would have pb'd maybe I would have died. Who knows.... Not me because I didn't commit.
same plan for wednesday but I'm actually going to do it.
Remember that time in Windsor where I had faulted my first two jumps and was totally in my head about totally faulting out? You came up to me and just talked to me and reminded me to relax and that all my training brought me to that point and all I had to do was perform. That's all you gotta do. Just RUN. Good luck, miss you and let me know how it goes!
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